If Jesus never existed?

Do you really want me to believe in something just so I can come back after death? That's not a reason to believe. That's forced belief. I lose nothing either way. I am able to live this life to the fullest..living for today, not for an imaginary tomorrow. I don't live in fear. I don't have guilt all the time. I do good things because I want to not because I'll go to hell if I don't.